Showing posts with label mornings are the worst. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mornings are the worst. Show all posts

Tuesday, 24 January 2012

Mornings seem to be the worst

I tend to wake up about 5-6am then cannot get back to sleep. I always seem to dread the mornings because my anxiety is at it's worst. As soon as I wake my stomach feels sick and thoughts go whizzing around my head, at the moment it's the worry about going back to work, I always find something to worry about. When I do actually get up I gag like mad almost being sick and my head feels quite disconnected and dizzy which makes my stomach churn.

I spose I dread the mornings as it's like "ok here we go again, another day of anxiety". The Sertraline has helped but I just need to be able to combat these negative thoughts about being dizzy, I've had vertigo like spinning on and off since 2003 and I dunno why it bothers me now! I try to think "if it happens it will pass" but then I feel the fear again and it keeps on worrying me. I must try and find away to confront it.

Any way, today I am going to have a lazy day and just spend some time chilling out as it's to wet and cold to do much today.